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It’s been more than five years now. You were my best friend. Today, you don’t wish to look at me or smile at me. You cannot bear to hear anything that I say, that may go against your ideals. You don’t wish to know me anymore, yet you will always know me. You have always been there for me. As a friend, as an inspiration, as one person who I will always look up to. I may not be an ideal friend, sister, or daughter. But, please don’t hold my past against me. I know I made some grave mistakes, but I am human. You were the reason I was that staunch. I did everything that I could do. To the best of my ability, to be the best, at whatever endeavour I undertook. I succeeded at times, and failed miserably too. But that was for you. The success. Never the failure. It was so that I could get one little smile on that round jolly face of yours. One smile that was only for me. I hope I live up to your expectations someday. Please never hate me. Because, even if i try really hard to do the same, I can’t. That is because you will always be my best friend, my inspiration, my guide, and most importantly- My Father.